The pandemic grinds on and grinds us down. Last spring was no exception, except that it offered us some false hope of respite with the competent vaccination program rolled out by president Biden as soon as he took charge from the prior usurper clown and before we learned of the ridiculous anti-vax attitude (antidemocratic selfish individualism run amuck) of the the ignoramus 40% who control the 60%. These perpetual victims and tit-sucking users inhabiting the hinterland keep the populous, affluent and educated majority on the three coasts under their thumbs through the poison pills sewn into our constitution by the slaveowning plantation owning founding fathers, such as the oppressively unbalanced senate representation and the electoral college, and they will keep us in this primordial covid soup to some degree for the rest of our lives. (Twice I stood on line for an hour in a crowded CVS in South Arlington to get my shots.)
The spring was a time when I laid low waiting for my two Moderna shots to be administered and take effect because I didn't want to stumble and fall on the four-yard line before I carried the ball over the goal line to personal freedom. Ha! I'm scarcely more free now than I was last spring, still wearing masks, still avoiding passing by strangers outside, still hardly traveling except on limited occasions (short trips to NC in June and OH for Thanksgiving and a week-long business trip to CO in August) and still hanging out in my house, on my porch or in the yard. (In the springtime, when I was hauling dirt to build a berm to protect my holly trees from excessive water runoff caused by poorly permitted construction slightly uphill from my yard, some toy plastic soldiers, played with outside long ago by my middle son Johnny, surfaced in the yard, an occasion which is always a lugubrious discovery as it reminds me anew of the children who were torn away from me extrajudicially two decades ago through the scourge of Parental Alienation Syndrome (PAS) during the multi-year quarter-million dollar sneak attack divorce launched upon me by the (in my opinion) covert narcissistic mother of my three boys as she set about wrecking their childhoods, and impermissibly skewering their lives, in order to despicably use them as her personal pawns in the endless lawsuits she hatched that only ceased when the Virginia courts finally fined or assessed her costs of almost $50,000 for harassing and baseless litigation.)
I returned to church services in the spring, to the extent that I customarily attend them (more than a dozen times each year but usually less than a score), outside in the open air in the cathedral roofed by God's sky overhead. The last service I had attended prior to that was on Ash Wednesday in 2020, just before services, and society, shut down tight. (The pew, outlined with white lime, where I always stood--most everyone else brought folding chairs and sat closer to the action but I really liked my spot, away from most everyone else in a position by a tree that afforded shade and left me with the freedom to be pensive in my reflections as I listened to watched the ongoings.)
During the first covid summer I had planted many perennials in my yard and some came up, like these bluebell flowers, although disappointingly, many others did not. As during the previous three-quarters of a year, I spent much time last spring on my porch or taking walks, especially with my friend Sien, whose company I always enjoy, and to a limited degree, we ate out some. (A paltry, but still gratifying, return in the spring on all the planting of flowers I did during the summer of 2020.)